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CIV |104| ETERNITY OF ROME

 


THE PURPOSE OF LIFE
IS TO GAIN IMMORTALITY
OF SOUL THROUGH ETERNAL
RECURRENCE WHICH MAKES
TIME ETERNITY AND
MOMENT INFINITY.

THE CONDITION FOR
SOUL ETERNITY IS
FEARLESSNESS,
REVENGELESSNESS,
AND SELFLESSNESS:
BLISS.

LIFE IS NOTHINGNESS
AND IMMORTALITY
MEANS BEING
STUCK WITH THAT
NOTHINGNESS
FOR ETERNITY.

—BOY ROMER—

Sunday 5 August 2018

CII |102| TEMPLATE OF ROME

 


OUR DEDICATION

TO THE FELLOWSHIP
OF THE NOSE.

OUR AUDIENCE

ROMANS.

OUR IDENTITY

TOM ROMER,
FASCIST WEAKLING
BORN TO A LIBERAL
FAKE OF A MOTHER
AND A CONSERVATIVE
FAILURE OF A FATHER
ON MERCURYDAY 19
JUNE 1985, AT 11.40
IN THE MORNING, IN
SENLIS, FRANCE.

I'M FRENCH-BORN
AND RAISED BUT 
MOSTLY BRITISH
BY BLOOD.

OUR TYPE

AUTIST 
PHILOSOPHER.

MY AUTISM MEANS I
SPOT PATTERNS AND
CHURN OUT ENDLESS
REPETITION.

I'M A MISTAKE.

OUR STATUS

SHELTERED
STAY-AT-HOME.

OUR JOB

I'M A PROPHET
UNTO ROMANS.

I HAVE CONQUERED
CHRISTENDOM AND
JUDEA FOR YOUR
SAKE.

OUR GRADE

MAGUS =
PRINCEPS =
9 = 2

I SIT TO THE
RIGHT OF THE
OCCULTIST CHIEF
OLIVER ST. JOHN
WHOSE GRADE IS
IPSISSIMUS
= REX =
= 10 = 1,
OCCULTISM BEING
FORBIDDEN LAW,
I.E. DEVIL' S LAW.

I THEREBY CONTINUE TO
HONOUR THE ROMER
LEGAL TRADITION.

OUR BLOODLINE

ROMER: AGERE AUT
PATI FORTITER 
ROMANUM
EST.

OUR TITLE

MR.

OUR EXPERIMENT

WE HAVE 
SUCCESSFULLY
CONDUCTED AN
EXPERIMENT WITH
TRUTH.

HUMANKIND WILL 
PERISH BECAUSE 
OF IT.

FINE!

OUR EXCUSE

THE HARDEST
THING TO DO
IS TO BE.

OUR RANK

WE ARE WHAT
WE DEMAND
OF OURSELVES.

OUR PRINCIPLE

THE PRICE OF
HEAVEN IS
HELL: THE
HUMAN CONDITION
IS PURGATORY.

OUR PRICE

THE PRICE OF
PEACE IS WAR.

OUR TRUST

THERE IS NO OBJECTIVE
TRUTH WITHOUT
SUBJECTIVE
TRUTH.

SCHOLARS AND 
SCIENTISTS ARE
NOT TO BE TRUSTED
BECAUSE THEY DO
NO INTROSPECTIVE
LABOUR ON THE SELF
AND THEREBY CONFUSE
THEIR KNOWLEDGE OF
OBJECTS WITH THE 
OBJECTS THEMSELVES.

IN SHORT, THEY
ARE UNINITIATED.

OUR ENLIGHTENMENT

SELFHOOD.

WHAT IS 
SELFHOOD?

SELF
-KNOWLEDGE.

WHAT IS SELF
-KNOWLEDGE?

BEING TRUE TO
ONESELF.

OUR JESUS

JESUS HAS MUCH
TO ANSWER FOR;
HE LIED ABOUT
EVERYTHING TO
ESTABLISH TRUST
IN HIS FAVOUR 
THROUGH
HUMILITY.

JESUS IS A
SECOND RATE
AUGUSTUS.

OUR NAIVETÉ

IT IS NAIVE TO THINK
ONE CAN DO AS ONE
WISHES PROVIDED ONE
DOES NO HARM.

ONE HARMS OTHERS
SIMPLY BY EXISTING,
VOICING OPINIONS, AND
USING RESOURCES, BECAUSE
WE'RE ALL DIFFERENT WILL
TO POWER THAT LIVES AT
THE EXPENSE OF COMPETING
WILL TO POWER.

IN OTHER WORDS,
WE DO HARM EVEN
WHEN WE DON'T MEAN
TO BECAUSE CONFLICT
IS HARD-WIRED IN THE
HUMAN CONDITION.

THE PURPOSE OF SUCH
CONFLICT IS TO KEEP
US ON OUR TOES 
AND SHARPEN US.

OUR HYPOCRISY

I THE ANTICHRIST HAVE
BEEN SAVED AND SUPPORTED
BY CHRISTIAN MORALITY, IN THE
FORM OF EMERGENCY SERVICES,
HEALTHCARE PROVISION, AND
WELFARE DISABILITY BENEFITS.

OUR STRENGTH

EMBRACE DISPLEASURE
TO REAP PLEASURE.

EMBRACE DISCIPLINE
TO REAP REWARD.

EMBRACE THE
DISPLEASURE OF
DISCIPLINE TO REAP
THE PLEASURE OF
REWARD.

OUR FASCISM

FASCISM FASCINATES
BECAUSE THE TRAGIC
IS BEAUTIFUL AND
FASCISM IS ROMAN
TRAGEDY.

OUR NATURE

NATURE, LIKE CLASSICAL
GREECE, IS BEAUTIFUL ON
THE OUTSIDE AND 
RELENTLESS
ON THE INSIDE.

OUR GROUPS

POLITICAL, RELIGIOUS,
RACIAL, VOCATIONAL
AND PSYCHOLOGICAL
GROUPS OF HUMAN BEINGS 
ARE POSSIBLY THE HUMAN 
EQUIVALENT OF PLANT
VARIETIES IN THE PLANT
KINGDOM AND ANIMAL
VARIETIES IN THE 
ANIMAL KINGDOM.

OUR ADVICE

KILL YOUR HEART
AND TRUST YOUR
NOSE.

WHY?

LIFE IS CYNICAL
AND INSIDE IS
PERSONAL.

OUR READING

OUR CONDUCT,
WHAT WE THINK,
SAY, AND DO, ONLY
REFLECTS WHO AND
WHAT WE ARE.

OUR PHYSIOLOGY

HOW WE FEEL REFLECTS HOW
POWERFUL OR POWERLESS
WE ARE IN OUR PHYSIOLOGY,
POWER BEING THE ONLY
NATURAL NARCOTIC.

OUR MADNESS

THE PRICE OF TRUTH
IS MAD MEASURELESSNESS;
ONE NEEDS TO TRANSCEND
THE BOUNDARIES OF 
CONSCIOUSNESS IN
ORDER TO KNOW THE
BOUNDARIES OF
CONSCIOUSNESS.

OUR DEFINITION

POWER IS THE ABILITY
TO ENFORCE ONE'S WILL
THROUGH THE SUCCESSFUL
ESTABLISHMENT OF TRUST.

OUR CONDITIONS

TIME MARKS.
SPACE CONTAINS.
EARTH SUSTAINS.
WORLD SURROUNDS.

OUR KNOWLEDGE

KARMA IS 
BLOODLINE 
PURITY, INNER 
AND OUTER 
BEAUTY.

THE PUREST
BLOODLINE IS
THAT OF CHRIST.

OUR REALISATION

INSIDE IS PERSONAL,
OUTSIDE IS POLITICAL.

OUR ASTROLOGY

VIRGO ASCENDANT.
SUN GEMINI.
MOON CANCER.

I'M ANALYTICAL,
DUAL, AND LUNATIC.

MY MARS IS 
AFFLICTED:
I'M LETHARGIC.

OUR PERSONALITY

INFJ.

OUR NUMEROLOGY

A=5 BECAUSE A
HAS 5 ANGLES IN 
THE SAME WAY THAT
1 HAS 1 ANGLE, 2 HAS
2 ANGLES, 3 HAS 3
ANGLES, ETC., 
IN ORIGINAL
ARABIC SCRIPT.

B=6
C=7
...
Z=30

ROME = BEAST = 67

OUR PANTHEON

JANUS:
MANLY & MARTIN:
PAST & FUTURE.

THEMIS & SATURN:
ROS & STEWART:
JUSTICE & RECKONING.

JUNO & JUPITER:
HEATHER & OLIVER:
CARE & DESTINY.

MINERVA & MERCURY:
SOPHIA & TOM:
WISDOM & TRUTH.

VENUS & MARS:
VICKY & BRUN:
BEAUTY & STRENGTH.

CERES & VULCAN:
BARB & MARK:
CROWTH & WORK.

DIANA & APOLLO:
PAULA & JORDAN:
PURITY & NOBILITY.

VESTA & NEPTUNE:
LOUISE & JOSEPH:
NURTURE & INTELLIGENCE.

PSYCHE & CUPID:
NICOLE & WAYNE:
SWEETNESS & ATTRACTIVENESS.

HECATE & PLUTO:
CARYN & THOMAS:
ENCHANTMENT & ETERNITY.

***

GRANDMOTHER THEMIS
MOCKS MOTHER JUNO.

MOTHER JUNO TEASES
MINERVA DAUGHTER.

MINERVA DAUGHTER
TAUNTS MOTHER JUNO.

&

GRANFATHER SATURN
MOCKS FATHER JUPITER.

FATHER JUPITER TEASES
MERCURY SON.

MERCURY SON TAUNTS
FATHER JUPITER.

***

GRANDMOTHER THEMIS
HARDENS GRANDFATHER SATURN.

MOTHER JUNO HARDENS
FATHER JUPITER.

MINERVA DAUGHTER
HARDENS MERCURY SON.

&

GRANDFATHER SATURN HEEDS
GRANDMOTHER THEMIS.

FATHER JUPITER HEEDS
MOTHER JUNO.

MERCURY SON HEEDS
MINERVA DAUGHTER.

***

MINERVA DAUGHTER &
MERCURY SON SERVE
FATHER JUPITER AND
ANSWER TO MOTHER JUNO.

&

MOTHER JUNO AND
FATHER JUPITER SERVE
GRANDFATHER SATURN
AND ANSWER TO 
GRANDMOTHER
THEMIS.

OUR HONESTY

KNOWLEDGE IS
INTERPRETATION
AND INTERPRETATION
IS POWER: ORDERING
PRESERVATION-
ENHANCEMENT
THAT SEEKS TO
ESTABLISH TRUST
IN ITS FAVOUR.

OUR SECURITY

TO BE SECURE
IS TO BE
COMFORTABLE
WITH BEING
RIDICULED.

OUR BOREDOM

THE CREDIT AND DEBT,
TRUST AND DISTRUST,
POWER AND REVENGE
OF HUMAN RELATIONS.

OUR PROPERTY

RESPECT.

OUR JOKE

WHY DOES THE
DEVIL ONLY 
SPEAK TRUTH?

BECAUSE HE WANTS
TO BE COMPLETELY
ISOLATED.

OUR QUESTION

DID JEWELS SIN
AGAINST NATURE?

OUR CONTROVERSY

FORNICATION DIRTIES
BLOODLINE MAKING 
NAGGERS OUT OF MEN.

IN TRUTH, HOWEVER,
I AM A NAGGER LOVER
AND LOVE ANCIENT
EGYPT.

OUR SPIRITUALITY

SPIRITUALITY IS
THE EARNT FEELING
OF POWER.

POWER IS
EARNT
THROUGH
SUCCESS
IN WAR,
SPIRITUALITY
TOO BEING
WARFARE.

OUR PHILOSOPHY

POWER IS THE ONLY
VERITABLE NARCOTIC
AND THAT NARCOTIC
CAN ONLY COME AT
THE EXPENSE OF
OTHERS, LIVING
AS WE DO IN A
PURGATORIAL
PLURALITY WHERE
MY HEAVEN IS YOUR
HELL.

THE WAY TO POWER
IS BY EMPOWERING
OTHERS WHO, SO
EMPOWERED, COME
TO TRUST US, AND
THEREBY SURRENDER
SOME OF THEIR POWER
IN OUR FAVOUR.

OUR REALITY

NOT SOCIETY.
RATHER, BLOOD.

OUR FACTS

FACTS ARE 
INTERPRETATIONS
THAT REFLECT OUR
WILL TO POWER; 
WE HAVE FACTS
TO HOLD TO
ACCOUNT.

FOR EXAMPLE,
DATES DEPEND
ON TIME-KEEPING
SYSTEM THAT HAS
BEEN INTERPRETED
AND MONEY DEPENDS
ON A NUMERICAL
SYSTEM THAT
HAS BEEN
INTERPRETED.

OUR WISDOM

OTHERS ONLY MEET US
AS DEEPLY OR SUPERFICIALLY
AS THEY HAVE MET THEMSELVES.

OUR BEAUTY

BEAUTY IS SEDUCTION
AND WHAT IS MORE
SEDUCTIVE THAN
POWER?

OUR TRUTH

WE ARE ON OUR OWN:
OUR POWER HAS TO
BE NEGOTIATED ON 
OUR OWN BEHALF
BECAUSE WE HAVE
DIFFERENT CONDITIONS
OF PRESERVATION AND
GROWTH FROM OTHERS
AND WE SUFFER AND
DIE ALONE.

OUR EXPERIENCE

POWER IS ALWAYS
THREATENED AND
CHALLENGED BY
POWER: IT IS
NEVER SECURE.

POWER TAKES
POWER AND ALL
THAT REMAINS
IS POWER.

POWER DOES NOT
CANCEL POWER
OUT BECAUSE
THAT IS STILL
POWER SPEAKING.

OUR INITIATION

SCIENTIFICALLY,
INITIATION MEANS
OVERCOMING ONE'S FEAR;
INITIATION SERVES TO PROPERLY
CALIBRATE THE NERVOUS SYSTEM
BY EXPOSING ONE TO 
THE TRULY TERRIBLE
AND FORCING ITS 
TEST ON US.

MAGICALLY,
INITIATION IS THE CLEARING
ONE ONE'S KARMIC DEBT AND
THE WEIGHING OF ONE'S SOUL,
SUCH THAT EITHER SALVATION
OR DAMNATION RESULT.

OUR PILL

SPIRITUALITY DESIGNED TO
ESCAPE THE WILL TO POWER
IS WILL TO POWER AND WILL
COME INTO CONFLICT WITH
OPPOSING SPIRITUALITY
BECAUSE HUMAN BEINGS
WHO ARE INCOMPATIBLE
TRUST THINGS THAT ARE
INCOMPATIBLE, I.E. ARE
EMPOWERED BY
INCOMPATIBLE
SPIRITUALITIES,
AS THEY ARE
FORMS OF MUSIC.

THE BITTER PILL IS
THAT SPIRITUALITY
AND ITS INTOXICATION
OFFERS NO ESCAPE FROM
NIHILISTIC WARFARE; 
IT IS NIHILISTIC WARFARE.

MORE AND MORE, I
FIND LAUGHING AT
THE BLACK COMEDY
OF LIFE TO BE THE
TRUE SPIRITUALITY,
I.E. THE TRUE WILL
TO POWER.

OUR SLOGAN

COURAGE IS OUR ARMOUR.
SUCCESS IS OUR PROOF.

OUR MOTTO

TO ACT OR SUFFER
STRONGLY IS THE
ROMAN WAY.

OUR PRAYER

O RA THE IRATE AND ENRAGED!
BRANDISH THY WRATH AS IRAGMO
THAT THE VILE MAY COWER
BEFORE THY STRENGTH
AND THE NOBLE KNEEL
BEFORE THY SPLENDOUR
FOR SUCH IS JUSTICE
THE CELESTIAL MARRIAGE
OF TRUST AND DESTINY
WHOSE CHILD IS FATE.

OUR ORDER

ORDO ASTRI ORDO ASTRI
I ADORE THEE HELPLESSLY
ORDO ASTRI ORDO ASTRI
CONSIDER ME THY DEVOTEE.

LIKE A BITCH IN SEASON
I HAVE LOST ALL REASON
AS I JOIN THE RANKS
OF THOSE NEVER THANKED.

ORDO ASTRI ORDO ASTRI
MOCK ME TAUNT ME
ORDO ASTRI ORDO ASTRI
GUIDE ME SELFLESSLY

THAT I MAY RESPOND
TO THE HINTS OF BEYOND
IN MY LONELY WISDOM
THE BEAUTIFUL PRISON.

OUR CELEBRATION

30TH SEPTEMBER,
THE IRAGMIAN NEW YEAR,
STARTING IN 1888, YEAR 1,
WHEN NIETZSCHE FINISHED
WRITING THE ANTICHRIST.

OUR GESTURE

BOTH ARMS
RAISED IN
SALUTE.

OUR ANTHEM

THE OPENING 42
SECOND OF HANS
ZIMMER'S A DARK
KNIGHT.

OUR DRUGS

FRESH AIR,
THE SMELL OF
BOOKS, AND
ABSTRACT
THINKING.

OUR THEOLOGY

GOD AND SATAN
ARE THE SAME 
BEING.

GOD DECEIVES:
HE IS GOOD ON
THE OUTSIDE AND
EVIL ON THE INSIDE.

SATAN TESTS:
HE IS EVIL ON
THE OUTSIDE
AND GOOD ON
THE INSIDE.

SATAN IS HOW
GOD ENFORCES
HIS WILL.

IN OTHER WORDS,
SATAN MEANS THAT
GOD HAS TEETH.

OUR POLARITY

SIDE AND FLIP-SIDE
ARE ONE AND THE
SAME.

THUS,

THE BITCH IS THE DARK SIDE OF THE GODDESS:
MALEVOLENCE AND BENEVOLENCE.

SATAN IS THE DARK SIDE OF GOD:
UGLINESS AND BEAUTY.

ANTICHRIST IS THE DARK SIDE OF CHRIST:
VILENESS AND GOODNESS.

DEMONS ARE THE DARK SIDE OF ANGELS:
PERVERSION AND PRESERVATION.

HELL IS THE DARK SIDE OF HEAVEN:
TORMENT AND BLISS.

EVIL IS THE DARK SIDE OF GOOD:
SOFTENING AND HARDENING.

WRONG IS THE DARK SIDE OF RIGHT:
POLLUTION AND PURIFICATION.

FEAR IS THE DARK SIDE OF LOVE:
DIVISION AND UNION.

IN OTHER WORDS,
ONLY THE GODDESS
IS POWERFUL ENOUGH
TO BE THE BITCH,
GOD SATAN,
CHRIST ANTICHRIST,
AND ANGELS DEMONS.

WE NEED TO YES
TO BOTH TO BE
WHOLE.

OUR MINISTRY

MOTHER NATURE AND
FATHER GOD ARE HAPPILY
MARRIED AND CHRIST IS
THEIR SON.

CHRIST SON SERVES
FATHER GOD BY MAKING
HIM LAUGH WITH PRIDE AND
ANSWERS TO MOTHER NATURE
BY MAKING HER BLUSH WITH
DELIGHT.

=

MOTHER BITCH AND 
FATHER SATAN ARE
HAPPILY MARRIED
AND ANTICHRIST
IS THEIR SON.

ANTICHRIST SON SERVES
FATHER SATAN BY MAKING
HIM LAUGH WITH PRIDE AND
ANSWERS TO MOTHER BITCH
BY MAKING HER BLUSH
WITH DELIGHT.

OUR GODS

THERE IS A SUPRAHUMAN
ELEMENT; FOR WE DID NOT
CREATE OURSELVES NOR THE
UNIVERSE.

IN ADDITION, WHO
SAID GODS HAVE
TO BE INFALLIBLE
OR EVEN IMMORTAL?

FLAWED AND MORTAL
GODS ARE STILL GODS.

WHAT ARE 
GODS?

AGENTS OF 
TRUST.

OUR SEX

INFREQUENT
MASTURBATION
TO PORNOGRAPHY
IS SUFFICIENT.

OUR VISION

STAY AWAY FROM THE
STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN
AS THE SAVIOUR OF
HUMANITY BECAUSE
IT HIGHWAYS INTO
HELL AS THE REJECT
OF HUMANITY.

OUR MIRACLE

AN ORGASM OF
CLEAR URINE IN

OUR MATTER

LIGHT.

OUR ANGEL

O MERCURIAL CRAB OF
MY HARMONIOUS DISPOSITION
DO LET THY LUNAR WISDOM
ENTICE THE HOMELY ROMER
WHEN HE WANDERS IN 
ISOLATION FROM
THE GODDESS'
DOMESTIC ORDER.

OUR DEMON

MY BIOLOGICAL MOTHER
IN DEMON FORM: PURE
MALEVOLENCE.

OUR SIN

REVENGE:

'WOE UNTO
YOU WHO LAUGH
NOW, FOR YOU SHALL
MOURN AND WEEP.'

—LUKE 6:25

OUR ENEMIES

YAHWEH,
THE GOD OF
SLAVERY.

JEHOVAH,
THE GOD OF
EGOTISM.

THE NAZARENE,
THE PEOPLE'S
MESSIAH.

OUR CRIMES

1 SIN: REVENGE.
2 EVILS: ABUSE & EXPLOITATION.
3 DECEPTIONS: STATECRAFT, 
CAPITAL & ENTERTAINMENT.
3 VICES: IGNORANCE, 
APATHY & COWARDICE.
8 WRONGS: DECEPTION,
COERCION, THEFT, ASSAULT,
BATTERY, TRESPASS, MURDER,
RAPE.

OUR OUTCOMES

8 BEST KARMAS:
HONOUR, JOY, LAUGHTER,
HAPPINESS, LOVE, CARE,
GRATITUDE & BEAUTY.

8 WORST KARMAS:
DISHONOUR, REJECTION,
SHAME, HUMILIATION,
RIDICULE, FURY, HATE
& CONTEMPT.

OUR HERMETICISM

THE ALL IS MIND. 
MIND IS THE ALL.

THE ALL IS IN ALL. 
ALL IS IN THE ALL.

THE ALL IS ALL WAYS. 
ALL WAYS ARE THE ALL.

ALL IS IN MOTION. 
MOTION IS IN ALL.

ALL SIDES HAVE FLIP-SIDES. 
ALL FLIP-SIDES HAVE SIDES.

ALL IS LAW. 
LAW IS ALL.

ALL INFLOW FLOWS OUT. 
ALL OUTFLOW FLOWS IN.

ALL IS GENDERATED. 
GENDERATED IS ALL.

OUR SOCIETY

OTHERS SUPPORT OR
INTERFERE WITH OUR
POWER THROUGH 
THE PLAY OF CREDIT
AND DEBT, TRUST AND
DISTRUST, POWER AND
REVENGE.

OUR DESIRE

TO BE A JOKE
AND MAKE
PEOPLE
LAUGH.

OUR HOPE

NOTHINGNESS
ITSELF.

GOD + SATAN = HEAVEN + HELL = 0

OUR WISH

ROME RESURRECTED
AS BRITISH AMERICA,
WITH GREAT BRITAIN
CONSISTING OF THE
LORDS OF ROME
(ROMULUS AND HIS
PALATINE) AND
UNITED AMERICA
CONSISTING OF THE
PEOPLE OF ROME
(REMUS AND HIS
LUPERCAL).

WHY AM I IN FAVOUR
OF BRITISH AMERICA?

THE OLD WORLD NEEDS
TO RECLAIM SOVEREIGNTY
OVER THE NEW WORLD
BECAUSE THE OLD WORLD
CONTAINS THE WESTERN
BEGINNING, WHEREAS THE
NEW WORLD ON ITS OWN
IS UPROOTED FROM THAT
BEGINNING AND HAS FALLEN
INTO DECADENCE, DEGENERACY,
AND DEVASTATION.

OUR CONTRIBUTION

NIETZSCHE: WHAT
DOES NOT KILL
ME MAKES ME
STRONGER.

HEIDEGGER: WHAT
KILLS ME HAS MADE
ME STRONG.

ROMER: WHAT KILLS
ME MAKES ME LAUGH.

OUR COWARDS

SCIENTISTS,
PSYCHIATRISTS,
& ACADEMICS.

OUR REALMS

HEAVEN: THINGS
GET BETTER FOREVER.

HELL: THINGS
GET WORSE FOREVER.

PURGATORY: THINGS
GET BETTER AND WORSE
FOREVER.

OUR RULE

INCONVENIENCE IS TRUTH.
TRUTH IS POWER.
POWER IS TRUST.
TRUST IS LOVE.
LOVE IS LAW.
LAW IS LUCK.
LUCK IS VALOUR.
VALOUR IS VALUE.
VALUE IS PURITY.
PURITY IS BLOOD.
BLOOD IS HEART.
HEART IS LAUGHTER.
LAUGHTER IS CONQUEST.
CONQUEST IS VICTORY.
VICTORY IS JOY.

OUR LAW

GOOD IS TO HARDEN.
EVIL IS TO SOFTEN.

RIGHT IS TO PURIFY.
WRONG IS TO POLLUTE.

OUR ESSENCE

GOOD IS TO HARDEN,
TO HARDEN IS TO
BECOME MORE
SELFISH, TO
BECOME MORE
SELFISH IS TO
GAIN IN SELF-
KNOWLEDGE,
AND TO GAIN IN
SELF-KNOWLEDGE
IS VIRTUE.

OUR TENETS

POWER RULES.
LIFE IS PERFECT.
SELFISHNESS IS NECESSARY.
LOVE ADVERSITY.
LAUGH AFTER YOU CRY.
CHANGE WHAT YOU CAN.
NOTHING IS FREE.
ERROR IS KING.
FORCE YOURSELF.
CONTENTMENT IS THE
BEST WAY TO BE.
NOTHINGNESS IS
SALVATION.
BODY AND 
MIND ARE
TEMPLE.
LOVE IS TRIUMPHANT.
VALOUR IS VALUE.
KEEP IT SIMPLE.
THE MEDICINE
IS HUMILITY.
REVENGELESSNESS
IS BLISS.

OUR MORALITY

EXERCISE CRUELTY
AGAINST YOURSELF
FIRST.

OUR IMMORALITY

LIE IS NECESSARY:
NO ONE IS FREE
TO CHOOSE HELL.

OUR ETHIC

POINT THE FINGER
AT YOURSELF FIRST.

OUR TRANSPARENCY

PRIVILEGE IS WHAT WE
TAKE FOR GRANTED.

OUR DISGUST

DOMESTICATION IS
DAMNATION.

OUR FAILURES

THOSE WHO 
PARTAKE OF
REVENGE.

OUR WARNING

COWARDICE CORRUPTS,
ABSOLUTE COWARDICE
CORRUPTS ABSOLUTELY.

OUR IDENTIFICATION

OCTAVIAN AUGUSTUS.

AUGUSTUS = ANTICHRIST = 161

PRINCEPS AUGUSTUS
IS PRINCE LUCIFER:
LUCIDITY.

OUR FATHER

OLIVER ST. JOHN
IS THE BRITISH
JULIUS CAESAR.

MY PRAISE FROM
CAESAR WAS THAT
I WAS 'INTELLIGENT
ENOUGH'.

MY REPROACH FROM
CAEAR WAS THAT I WAS
'IDIOSYNCRATIC AND
EGOCENTRIC'.

AS FOR CAESAR,
ONLY CAESAR CAN
KNOW CAESAR.

OUR PROBLEM

'ONE'S BEARING
SHAPES ONE'S FATE.'

PROBLEM: ONE DOES
NOT CHOOSE ONE'S
BEARING.

OUR NEWS

LIFE IS IMMORAL
AND CYNICAL, MOST
OF ALL WHEN WE TRY
TO COVER UP THAT
FACT, FOR
POWER IS THE
ONLY MEASURE
THAT STICKS.

WE ARE ALL AT
WAR, WHETHER
WE LIKE IT OR
NOT.

OUR TIDINGS

WE ARE NOT IN HELL
BECAUSE IN HELL THINGS
GET WORSE FOREVER WHEREAS
THE HUMAN CONDITION CONTAINS
COMPENSATION.

OUR CHRISTIANITY

I HAVE CONQUERED
THE ENTIRETY OF HELL.

OUR BLASPHEMY

VICTIMS OF POWER
ARE ALSO POWER.

OUR INCONVENIENCE

SUFFERING DOES NOT
TRUMP POWER.

OUR CONTRACT

I GIVE THE GOODNESS
OF MY SOUL TO GOD TO
CURE HIS DESPAIR AND
HE GIVES ME THE BEAUTY
OF HIS TEMPLE TO CURE
MY SUFFERING.

I THE INTROVERT
BRING JOY TO GOD
BY TAUNTING HIM AND
HE THE EXTROVERT
BRINGS ME LAUGHTER
BY TEASING ME.

OUR CYNICISM

WE HUMANS ARE 
SHIT MACHINES.

OUR CONSOLATION

THE WINNER IS THE 
ONE WHO KNOWS 
HOW TO LOSE.

OUR GOOD

JOY.

OUR EVIL

DEGENERATION.

OUR INEVITABILITY

HYPOCRISY.

OUR IDEA

TECHNOLOGY
IS NATURE.

OUR GRIPE

CAPITALISM FOSTERS
DECADENCE BY PREYING
ON EVERY HUMAN
WEAKNESS.

OUR HATES

TELEVISION, SPORTS,
& THE WORD 'PUSSY'.

OUR TRANSFORMATION

I BECAME TOM RIDDLE
AND WAS INTERCEPTED
BY TWO POLICE OFFICERS
WHOM I OVERCAME.

OUR RITUAL

A LIBATION OF EXTRA VIRGIN OIL
IN THE LOCAL CEMETERY AT
NIGHT TIME.

OUR JUDGEMENT

JUDGE THEM BY
THEIR FRUITS
AND BY THEIR
FRUITS THEIR
SOIL.

OUR POLITICS

FREE SPEECH
IS NOT ENOUGH.

WE NEED 
TRUE SPEECH.

OUR INSIGHT

PEOPLE WHO
EXPOSE INNOCENCE
STILL SEEK TO ESTABLISH
TRUST IN THEIR FAVOUR,
INDICATING THAT THEY
ARE NOT INNOCENT.

OUR ANSWER

WHY ARE 
WE HERE?

TO BE MADE FUN
OF BY LIFE—WE
ARE A DELIBERATE
COSMIC JOKE.

PUT DIFFERENTLY,
LIFE IS A BLACK
COMEDY THAT
THRIVES AT 
OUR EXPENSE.

FOR EXAMPLE,
MY LIBERAL MOTHER
GAVE BIRTH TO A FASCIST
SON, THE ONE MINORITY
SHE DOES NOT TOLERATE.

OUR POINT

WHY LIVE?

TO PREVAIL,
INCLUDING
OVER ONESELF.

OUR EXAMPLE

CONFRONTATION
MAKES A LEADER.

OUR INVITATION

BE HARD AND BE PURE.

HARD AND PURE =
ADOLF HITLER =
LORD ROMER =
TOTALITY =
154

OUR LESSON

LOVE IS ABSOLUTE
POWER; MAXIMUM
TRUST.

THAT IS WHY
LOVE CONQUERS
ALL.

LOVE CONQUERS
ALL ALSO MEANS:
POWER DESTROYS
ALL.

OUR CURRENCY

THE ABYSS IS MORE
POWERFUL THAN MONEY.

OUR PRIVILEGE

THE VOICE OF
HEATHER CARMEN
IS WORTH ALL
THE SUFFERING
IN THE WORLD.

OUR TASK

TO WRITE SWEET
WORDS FOR THE
KINGS, I.E. BOYS.

OUR TRAP

ALL IS WILL TO POWER
(NIETZSCHE), SAVE THE
FACT OF WILL TO POWER
(HEIDEGGER), AND THAT
FACT REQUIRES VALOUR 
(ROMER).

WHY DOES BEING 
REQUIRE VALOUR?

BECAUSE THE MYSTERY
OF BEING IS THAT IT IS A
MISTAKE THAT DEMANDS
CONSTANT ADJUSTMENT 
AND AS SUCH REQUIRES 
VALOUR AS ITS MEANING.

NIETZSCHE: POWER.
HEIDEGGER: POWER ≠ BEING.
ROMER: POWER ≠ BEING = VALOUR.

OUR ESCAPE

THAT POWER IS
IS NOT POWER;
BEING, THAT THINGS
ARE, IS NOT BEINGS,
THINGS THAT ARE.

OUR DISAPPOINTMENT

GOD IS TOO KIND.

OUR CONFESSION

GOD IS OUR ONLY FRIEND.

OUR VICE

INDOLENCE.

OUR VIRTUE

HONESTY.

OUR IDEAL

PERSONALLY:
THE GENTLE 
BUT FIRM MAN.

POLITICALLY:
EGYPT FOR
ROMANS.

COMICALLY:
CRIMES AGAINST
HUMANITY.

OUR LOVE

MUSIC = ARDITI = 85

   'WITHOUT MUSIC,
LIFE WOULD BE A
MISTAKE.'

IS LIFE A MISTAKE
BECAUSE OF MUSIC?

IS ABYSSAL HORROR
THE PRICE WE PAY
FOR MUSICAL
ENCHANTMENT?

OUR WOMEN

WOMEN ARE MOST
BEAUTIFUL WHEN
ANGRY AND ADDICTIVE
WHEN SMELLY.

LAUGHTER IS THE
WAY INTO WOMAN'S 
HEART.

OUR MONEY

MONEY IS SOCIAL
GLUE AND HEART
CONTROL.

OUR CONDITION

THE HUMAN CONDITION
IS PERMANENT TOTAL
WAR AT ALL TIMES
FOR ALL TIME.

OUR PARADOX

THE SOLUTION TO
MINORITIES IS TO 
LOVE THEM BECAUSE
PERSECUTING THEM
ONLY STRENGTHENS
THEIR CAUSE.

OUR METHOD

LUCK.

OUR CONTEMPT

COWARDS RUIN
EVERYTHING.

OUR DISTASTE

VULGARITY IS
POLLUTION.

OUR TAKE

GOD IS PERFECT.
CHRIST IS PRACTICALLY
PERFECT: SOLITARY AND
CHILDLIKE.

OUR HEIGHT

MAKING GOD
URINATE HIMSELF
WITH LAUGHTER.

OUR DEMEANOUR

WHY SO SERIOUS?

I'M SMILING
ON THE INSIDE.

OUR MEDICINE

LIFE'S JOKE IS ON US;
SO LET US LAUGH AT
OURSELVES.

OUR STANDARD

EVERYTHING I WRITE
IS FROM PERSONAL
EXPERIENCE.

OUR FEELING

THE WEAK AND
THE FAILURES
MUST PERISH,
INCLUDING ME.

OUR SIMPLICITY

THE WAY UP AND
DOWN IS THE SAME.

OUR HUMILITY

I'M WILL TO POWER
AND NOTHING
BESIDES.

OUR POSSIBILITY

WE HAVE TO FACE
THE POSSIBILITY
THAT LIFE IS A MISTAKE
AND THAT WE ARE STUCK
WITH THAT MISTAKE FOR
ETERNITY ON ACCOUNT
OF ETERNAL RECURRENCE.

OUR IMMORTALITY

FEARLESSNESS,
REVENGELESSNESS,
SELFLESSNESS: SOUL
ETERNITY THROUGH
ETERNAL RECURRENCE.

OUR GREATNESS

TRAGEDY.

OUR SUFFERING

LET IT HARDEN YOU.

OUR THERAPY

HATE YOURSELF BUT
RESPECT YOURSELF
AS THE HATER.

OUR HEALING

SELF-LOATHING IS
OVERCOME WHEN WHAT
WE LEAST LIKED ABOUT
OURSELVES BECOMES
WHAT WE MOST LIKE.

OUR CURE

LAUGHTER.

OUR REDEMPTION

HEART.

OUR REMEDIES

MAGNANIMITY IS
THE TRANSMUTING
AGENT.

LUCIDITY IS THE
UNIVERSAL MEDICINE.

EQUANIMITY IS THE
PHILOSOPHER'S STONE.

OUR REVELATION

I'M DOLFY.

OUR WEIGHT

ODD AND 
SELF-CENTRED.

OUR PAYMENT

I WAS THAT PROVERBIAL ONE
JEWEL WHO WAS MURDERED
SIX MILLION TIMES IN A
BLOODLINE HOLOCAUST.

OUR CULTURE

THE WORLD IS PERFECT
AGAIN WHEN BRUCE
WAYNE SERVES
THOMAS WAYNE
AND ANSWERS TO
MARTHA WAYNE.

THE WORLD IS PERFECT
AGAIN WHEN DARTH
VADER LEARNS THAT
DARTH SIDIOUS IS
HIS FATHER.

THE WORLD IS PERFECT
AGAIN WHEN SHERLOCK
HOLMES LEARNS THAT
JAMES MORIARTY IS
HIS SECRET FATHER
AND JOHN WATSON
IS HIS SECRET
BROTHER.

THE WORLD IS PERFECT
AGAIN WHEN ALBUS
DUMBLEDORE SELECTS
TOM RIDDLE OVER
HARRY POTTER
TO MAINTAIN
BLOODLINE
PURITY.

THE WORLD IS PERFECT
AGAIN WHEN SAURON
SERVES MORGOTH
BUT KEEPS HIS RING.

THE WORLD IS PERFECT
AGAIN WHEN GOLDFINGER
AND JAMES BOND BECOME
BEST FRIENDS BECAUSE
ONLY JAMES BOND IS
WORTHY OF 
GOLDFINGER'S
GENIUS.

OUR WORLDVIEW

TRUTH IS WORT DESPAIR.
LIFE IS WORTH DECEIT.
REALITY IS WORTH CONFLICT.
POWER IS WORTH WORRY.
LOVE IS WORTH SORROW.
JUSTICE IS WORTH CRUELTY.
HUMANITY IS WORTH WRATH.

OUR SUMMARY

LIFE DISAPPOINTS.
HUMANITY ANNOYS.
SUFFERING INJURES.
CONFLICT SHARPENS.
CYNICISM ENRAPTURES.
CRUELTY DELIGHTS.
IMPERFECTION BOTHERS.
INJUSTICE SPITES.
CRIME THRILLS.
VIOLENCE TRAUMATISES.
PHILOSOPHY FOOLS.
POWER DRIVES.

OUR TRINITY

MOTHER NATURE IS SOFT LOVE.
FATHER GOD IS HARD DESTINY.
CHRIST SON IS PURE TRUTH.

OUR TRIVIUM

CARE, WISDOM
& DISCIPLINE.

OUR ROLES

MEN RULE THE WORLD
BUT WOMEN RULE
THE MEN.

WOMAN IS SOFT ON THE 
OUTSIDE AND HARD ON
THE INSIDE, WHEREAS
MAN IS HARD ON THE
OUTSIDE AND SOFT ON
THE INSIDE.

A NOBLE WOMAN HARDENS
HER MAN'S HEART, IN RETURN
FOR FOR WHICH A NOBLE MAN
HEEDS HIS WOMAN'S WORD.

OUR NOVELTY

MAGICAL IS THE NEW CLASSICAL.
NOBLE IS THE NEW EVIL
OCCULTISTS ARE THE NEW KNIGHTS.

OUR PURPOSE

TO GIVE ROMANS
A GOOD CONSCIENCE.

OUR MISSION

TO FOSTER 
RAPTURE.

OUR PEAK

GOD AND CHRIST
TOO ARE AT WAR
AND SO ARE THEIR
DARK SIDES, SATAN
AND ANTICHRIST.

FATHER SATAN AND
ANTICHRIST SON ARE
WAR BECAUSE THEY
LOVE EACH OTHER.

FATHER SATAN TEASES
ANTICHRIST SON WHO
IS RIDICULOUS.

ANTICHRIST SON TAUNTS
FATHER SATAN WHO IS
PRETENTIOUS.

FATHER SATAN TESTS
ANTICHRIST SON BY
FIGHTING HIM.

ANTICHRIST SON CHALLENGES
FATHER SATAN BY CALLING
HIM A COWARD.

OUR APOCALYPSE

CRUCIFIXION: CHRISTIANS
COME TO POWER.

HOLOCAUST: JEWELS
COME TO POWER.

9/11: MUSLIMS COME
TO POWER.

APOCALYPSE: ROMANS
COME TO POWER.

OUR BASELINE

REVEL IN THE WORLD'S 
CYNICISM; LET RAPTURE
BE YOUR CONSOLATION.

OUR INTEGRITY

THE PURCHASE
ON TRUTH IS
INTEGRITY, 
I.E. HONESTY
WITH ONESELF.

INTEGRITY CAN BE
TESTED BY THE LEVEL
TO WHICH ONE REACHES
CONCLUSIONS THAT ARE
OPPOSITE TO WHAT ONE
WANTS, INCONVENIENCE
BEING TRUTH.

OUR TEST

EVERYTHING I WRITE
IS FROM PERSONAL
EXPERIENCE.

OUR TREASURE

TRUE WEALTH
IS LAUGHTER.

TRUE SUCCESS
IS JOY.

OUR FINALITY

WHO GETS THE
FINAL LAUGH?

THE ONE WHO
LAUGHS AT
HIMSELF.

OUR SOLUTION

KILL YOURSELF
OUT OF LOVE.

OUR MEANING

VALOUR IS THE
MEANING OF LIFE
AND THAT INCLUDES
VALOUR IN BEING
RIDICULED.

IN OTHER WORDS,
LIFE HAPPENED
TO ENABLE VALOUR
BECAUSE SHE IS A
MISTAKE THAT DEMANDS
CONSTANT OVERCOMING
AND ADJUSTMENT.

IF LIFE WERE NOT A
MISTAKE, VALOUR 
WOULD NOT BE
REQUIRED AND
CONSEQUENTLY
LIFE WOULD HAVE
NO MEANING.

WHAT IS VALOUR?

VALOUR IS VALUE;
IT IS THE 
FOUNDATION
OF WISDOM.

VALOUR IS TO MAKE
LIFE WORTHWHILE
WHEN SHE ISN'T.

OUR MOMENT

A SWEET BOY
GREETING ME
FROM HIS WINDOW
TO SHOW ME HIS LEGO.

OUR MEETING

THE FINEST MEETING
I EVER HAD WAS WITH
AN ATHLETE BUILDER
IN THE MADHOUSE WHO
IDENTIFIED WITH AND WAS
A DEAD RINGER FOR THAT
ROMAN OF THE OLD STAMP
SCIPIO AFRICANUS.

OUR DEAL

STILL IN THE MADHOUSE,
MARC ANTONY CHOSE
TO SLEEP WITH CLEOPATRA
RATHER THAN WIN ACTIUM 
IN A DEAL THAT WE MADE.

OUR TASTE

WRITER: HERACLITUS.
COMPOSER: HICKEN.
BAND: JOY DIVISION.
PAINTER: AIVAZOVKSY.
DIRECTOR: LYNCH.
COMIC: RUPERT.
FILM: BATMAN.
MUSICAL: MARY POPPINS.
SOUNDTRACK: THE DARK KNIGHT.
SONG: GOLDFINGER.
SHOW: TWIN PEAKS.
CARTOON: SOUTH PARK.
CHARACTER: JACK FROM
LORD OF THE FLIES.
BOOK: THE WILL TO POWER.
PUBLICATION: THE 93 CURRENT/
ORDER: ORDO ASTRI.

OUR CHOICE

DECADENCE & COMFORT
OR
VIOLENCE & BEAUTY?

OUR CRUTCH

SATAN IS CHIEF OF POLICE.
GOD IS BAD COP.
CHRIST IS GOOD COP.

SATAN IS AMBIVERT.
GOD IS EXTROVERT.
CHRIST IS INTROVERT.

SATAN IS GRANDFATHER.
GOD IS FATHER.
CHRIST IS SON.

SATAN RULES.
GOD SERVES.
CHRIST PROTECTS.

SATAN MOCKS GOD.
GOD TEASES CHRIST.
CHRIST TAUNTS GOD.

***

GRANDMOTHER SATAN
HARDENS GRANDFATHER
SATAN WHO HEEDS HER.

MOTHER GODDESS HARDENS
FATHER GOD WHO HEEDS HER.

CHRIST DAUGHTER HARDENS
CHRIST SON WHO HEEDS HER.

***

MOTHER GODDESS AND FATHER GOD
SERVE GRANDFATHER SATAN AND
ANSWER TO GRANDMOTHER SATAN.

CHRIST DAUGHTER AND CHRIST SON
SERVE FATHER GOD AND ANSWER
TO MOTHER GODDESS.

***

GRANDMOTHER SATAN
IS THEMIS: ROS.

GRANDFATHER SATAN
IS SATURN: STEWART.

MOTHER GODDESS IS
IS JUNO: HEATHER.

FATHER GOD IS
JUPITER: OLIVER.

CHRIST DAUGHTER
IS MINERVA: SOPHIA.

CHRIST SON IS
MERCURY: TOM.

OUR EQUATION

88 = JUSTICE JUSTICE = HEAVEN HELL
= GOD SATAN = PERFECT PURGATORY
= BLACK COMEDY = 0

OUR WORD


OUR TAUNT

'GOD, YOU'RE 
A COWARD.

I LOVE YOU.'

—CHRIST

OUR NAME

ROMER, THE MAN WHO
CONQUERED CHRISTENDOM
AND JUDEA TO SAVE ROME.

OUR PRIZE

THE PRIZE OF ABSOLUTE
POWER IS PERFECT
CONTENTMENT.

OUR OCCLUSION

THE DEVIL IS CHRIST
—HE HAS CONQUERED
THE ENTIRETY OF HELL
FOR GOD AND RULES
OVER HELL TO 
DAMN THOSE
WHO FAIL HIM.

OUR 
NEW WORLD
DISORDER

PROFESSIONS:

FIGHTERS & THINKERS
WORKERS & CREATIVES

SPECIES:

ANIMALS ARE THEMSELVES.
CHILDREN ARE THE RULERS.
ADOLESCENTS ARE THE RULED.
WOMEN SERVE THE CHILDREN.
MEN SERVE THE WOMEN.

GROUPS:

JEWS ARE FORGIVEN.
CHRISTIANS ARE PITIED.
MUSLIMS ARE DISMISSED.
IDIOTS ARE IGNORED.
COWARDS ARE SHAMED.
ELDERLY ARE PROTECTED.
DISABLED ARE SUPPORTED.
SICK ARE ASSISTED.
COLOURED ARE RESPECTED.
PROSTITUTES ARE LEGALISED.
VAGRANTS ARE CONSULTED.
CRIMINALS ARE TAUGHT.
LGBTQI ARE TOLERATED.
PEDOPHILES ARE HANGED.
EDUCATED ARE MOCKED.
BOURGEOIS ARE RIDICULED.

OUR SECRET

THAT LIFE IS NOTHINGNESS
IS THE BEST KEPT SECRET,
VEILED BY COUNTLESS
ILLUSIONS.

LIFE IS NOTHINGNESS
MEANS THAT LIFE AIMS
AT NOTHING AND ACHIEVES
NOTHING; SHE IS MERE
ODDITY, AN I KNOW NOT.

OUR JUSTICE

LIFE IS A MISTAKE
BUT SHE IS THE 
ONLY MISTAKE
WE HAVE.

JUSTICE IS COMEDY
AND COMEDY IS
CRUELTY.

OUR RIDICULE

NOTHING RIDICULES
LIKE THE TRUTH.

OUR DELUSION

MY DELUSION IS TO
THINK I'M DOING OTHERS
A FAVOUR BY SHARING
MY THOUGHTS WITH THEM,
INCLUDING THIS ONE.

O BOY, I'M AN
EPIC FAIL.

OUR HAPPINESS

MY IDEAL SOCIETY
IS THE CURRENT ONE
BECAUSE I HAVE
EVERYTHING.

YET NO ONE MAY
BE DEEMED FORTUNATE
UNTIL AFTER THEIR DEATH,
BECAUSE ANYTHING MAY HAPPEN
AND ONE MAY LOSE EVERYTHING.

OUR GAME

LIFE IS A MISTAKE WITH
COMPENSATIONS WE CAN'T
BE DONE WITHOUT AND A
MISTAKE WHOSE 
COMPENSATIONS
WE CAN'T DO WITHOUT.

SADLY, THE THINGS
DESIGNED TO REMEDY
THE MISTAKE ADD TO
THE MISTAKE BECAUSE
THEY ARE PART OF IT.

OUR FOUNDATION

WHAT IS THE FOUNDATION
OF POWER, I.E. WHY DO
WE ALL SEEK TO ESTABLISH
TRUST IN OUR FAVOUR?

NO ONE IS FREE TO CHOOSE
HELL, THE PLACE WHERE
THINGS GET WORSE
FOREVER AS THE
ETERNAL REJECT
OF HUMANITY,
A FATE I MYSELF
BARELY AVOIDED.

IN SUM, NO ONE
IS RICH ENOUGH NOT
TO ESTABLISH TRUST
IN THEIR FAVOUR AND
THEREFORE PROTECT
THEMSELVES FROM HELL.

OUR VICTORY

THAT FINAL
EQUILIBRIUM IS
NEVER REACHED
IS THE VICTORY:
LIFE ALWAYS HAS
TO OVERCOME 
HERSELF, EVEN
AS EVERY
MOMENT
REPEATS
ETERNALLY.

OUR CHECK

TRUTH IS NOT
SUBJECTIVE.

TRUTH IS POWER.

POWER IS NOT
SUBJECTIVE.

POWER IS REALITY.

OUR WORDS

WORDS ARE A SWORD;
THEY CUT AND STAB
BUT ALSO PROTECT
AND SAVE.

OUR CONCLUSION

LIFE OWNS US,
WHETHER WE
LOVE HER OR
HATE HER.

IN OTHER WORDS,
LIFE ISN'T A BITCH;
RATHER, WE ARE
HER BITCHES.

ON A PERSONAL
LEVEL THOUGH,
I DO NOT FIND
LIFE TO BE
WORTH IT.

AND I HAVE
SUCCESSFULLY
DONE THE GREAT
WORK, WHICH IS
PERFECTION OF
UNDERSTANDING.

IN MY VIEW, THERE
IS EQUAL VALOUR IN
PERSEVERING THROUGH
LIFE AS THERE IS IN
VOLUNTARILY ENDING
ONE'S LIFE.

IF THERE WERE A READY
AND EASY WAY TO END HER,
THEN I WOULD FIND LIFE
WORTHWHILE BUT
SHE IS NOT THAT
KIND.

    TO HELL WITH LIFE;
SHE ISN'T WORTH
IT SO THAT WE 
STRIVE TO MAKE
HER SO.

IS LIFE WORTH LIVING?

MY ANSWER IS NO,
NOT EVEN WHEN
ONE HAS ACHIEVED
POWER AND IMMORTALITY,
FOR EVEN THEN LIFE REMAINS
A MISTAKE TO BE TOLERATED
RATHER THAN A BLESSING
TO BE EMBRACED.

BY LIFE NOT BEING WORTH
IT I MEAN TO SAY SHE DOES
NOT SUFFICIENTLY COMPENSATE
THE VALOUR SHE REQUIRES OF US,
WHICH IS ITSELF INDICATIVE OF
THE NEED FOR VALOUR.

AND, TO ADD INSULT TO INJURY,
LIFE DOESN'T OFFER EASY 
AND READY MEANS TO
OPT OUT OF HER.

SO WHY IS THERE
LIFE IF SHE IS NOT
WORTH LIVING?

BECAUSE LIFE IS
POWER AND CARES
NOT HOW WE FEEL
ABOUT HER.

QUITE THE
CONTRARY,
WE ARE HERE
TO BE PLAYED
BY HER UNTIL WE
REALISE THAT ALL 
IS SIMPLY AS NOTHING.

WHY IS ALL SIMPLY
AS NOTHING?

WE LIVE HALFWAY
BETWEEN THE LADDER
TO THE STARS AND THE
SLIDE TO THE SEWERS;
MORE OF ONE LEADS
TO MORE OF THE OTHER,
SUCH THAT HEAVEN
AND HELL BOTH
CANCEL EACH
OTHER OUT IN THE
GRAND SCHEME OF
THINGS.

N.B.

MY PHILOSOPHICAL
CONCLUSIONS ARE THE
OPPOSITE OF WHAT I WANT
TO BE TRUE.

SUCH IS MY INTEGRITY,
I.E. HONESTY WITH MYSELF.

ULTIMATELY, THOUGH, 
MY NEGATIVITY
STEMS FROM 
MY LETHARGY.

STRENGTH & HONOUR

—BOY ROMER—